I've been gone, you've been wrong

I'm going to state the obvious and say that I've had so much trouble keeping up with this blog, and there are many reasons for that. The superficial reasons include not having enough time, and having nothing to say. Deeper than that, I feel like anything I say will be negative, or unhappy and confused, and I kind of don't want to preserve those feelings. Plus it's easier. It's so much easier. I haven't had an in-depth conversation with myself in months. I just don't really want to right now.



This week has been awful. I've cried in public more times than I can count. I'm terrified, and angry, and confused.