Sunday, October 28, 2007

a six-inch valley through the middle of my soul, you fix it with your smile and wo ai ni





At night I wake up with the sheets soaking wet
and a freight train running through the middle of my head
Only you can cool my desire
I'm on fire



I am loved i am loved i am loved.
tonight i couldn't feel my legs properly, they felt all weak and shaky.
i can't believe he told you, i thought he was so ashamed. maybe because he was high.
i couldn't have been more surprised, but i'm so glad. it's not a secret, i trust you i trust you.
the world is full of kindred spirits, it's just a matter of finding
and recognizing them. it took a lot of fucking heart to say something, thank you.

so let's lay down and talk and talk, the sun will come up and i won't go to school. HOW DO YOU SPEND YOUR DAYS? I used to save them, kept them in my account. Now, i give them away freely. No discount coupons here.

And you! you have my heart, but i'm not prepared to wait and i know you won't. "It's not right," you said, not about yourself but it must apply anyways. can you (reading this) tell what i'm talking about? i can't tell how clear this is. it doesn't matter anyways. it's all gibberish, gobbledygook! it's a stewing pot of thoughts and feelings, the recipe was in another language so you guessed the ingredients! i'm a bit dissapointed, but friends are friends and nothing more, nothing less. i'll always be the young girl, the young one, the young one. i'm so lucky.

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