"Usually, we walk around constantly believing ourselves. "I'm ok," we say. "I'm all right." But sometimes the truth arrives on you, and you can't get it off. That's when you realize that sometimes it isn't even an answer-it's a question. Even now, I wonder how much of my life is convinced. "

Funny how the same things I was writing about two years ago still ring true. For a so-called "scientist", I am very good at skewing the facts into the truth that I want. At some point I know I will have to come to terms with the way things really are. In the meantime, I just have to hope that nobody else can foresee this, and won't judge me too harshly when I fail.