hello cold winter

I dread the weeks, it seems that they are only the aftermath of weekends. I am both more and less confused than ever. In your arms and listening to you breathe in your sleep, I got this burning feeling in my stomach and realized how badly I want you to feel it for me in return. I've been so hurt and can't even tell the difference between what I perceive and how things really are. Yes, a heart can hallucinate if its completely starved. That being said, the hallucination can go both ways. Is it like this for everyone?