Friday, October 3, 2008

My body aches


So. Second time yesterday. Well third I guess if you count last winter. I don't know what to think. Feel naive. And secretly I wonder if I am being made a fool of. I never know what to do unless someone tells me, and even then I still don't know what to do so most of the time I end up just being idle and letting things run their course. When they go badly I complain and then I don't know how to fix it. I feel so lost these days. I underestimated everything.

1 comment:

pihzaz said...

If only i can crawl into your mind, and see what you mean. I miss you and i miss having a connection with you. you're so .......real.