tangled webs

Where do I start? I can't sort out the things that have been circulating in my mind lately. Strings. Isn't it ironic that something that takes months and months to build up can be destructed in a matter of weeks? Was it my fault? Was it my choice? Did I make the right one? Contemplating how you never hug me goodbye anymore...I don't know what to think. Letting go and starting over isn't nearly as hard or as easy as you would expect. I think it just goes on a day by day basis. There's no general guidlines as to how to do this. Some days I feel as if Im drowning in everything. Not often, though. Yesterday I had an amazing day. Day by day. It's passing. You don't know anything.