Pagan angel and a borrowed car.

I am so delirious with lack of sleep. My body hates me. My mother and I are on the rocks....everything she does irritates me no end. I can't explain to her how difficult she is to live with, she just doesn't want to hear it. It's all Heather's fault, she thinks, all heather' s problem. It is my fault and it isn't, either way I've just stopped listening and started smoking. I'm worried.