Your pride is hurt, your feelings are dead.

Things have calmed down today, I'm getting used to this rhythm.

Life might not be so bad like this after all.

Part of me is scared, but content, but mostly just sad, because I can't decide if this is the easy way out? The smart way out or selling out? Or what if this isn't any way out at all, it's back in or back under the sand? I'd always thought of myself as a bold person, but now I don't know anymore.